This past one wasn't all bad.... but overall it wasn't great either.
No deployments, but a move that took me away from a house and friends that I loved.
A new town to learn, but living close to my step-daughter.
But when I think about this year, IF seems to be the headliner. I was diagnosed with PCOS in February, had surgery in the spring, started with an RE in early summer, few cycles with him, got pregnant in the fall, lost the baby, diagnosed with MTHFR, got pregnant in the winter, lost that baby.... so ummm ya, that sums it up!
A year from now, I'll either have a baby in my arms if this cycle is successful, or we'll be in the process of starting adoption.
Que Sera Sera- What ever will be will be!
I'm adopted, he's in the Air Force, and all we really want is family. After 8 miscarriages, and one failed adoption, this blog is a journal through infertility, adoption, and now parenthood, now that Isaac has filled our baby carriage, and it's about to be filled again with a surprise, successful (so far) pregnancy! It's sometimes blunt, sometimes improper, but always real. This is our story.
regardless of what happens -- whether you have a biological child, or open your heart and home to a baby in need, someday (soon!) you will be an incredible mama.
ReplyDeleteI agree with the above comment -- I pray 2010 fulfills your dreams!
ReplyDeleteI hope 2010 brings you much happiness.
ReplyDeleteHere's to a much, much better 2010!
ReplyDeleteHappy 2010.
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