I'm adopted, he's in the Air Force, and all we really want is family. After 8 miscarriages, and one failed adoption, this blog is a journal through infertility, adoption, and now parenthood, now that Isaac has filled our baby carriage, and it's about to be filled again with a surprise, successful (so far) pregnancy! It's sometimes blunt, sometimes improper, but always real. This is our story.
Friday, August 21, 2009
BFP?
ie- Big Fat Positive...
Again- sort of! I hate at home tests! Hate them! I'm going to say it right now... I won't use them again!
Ohhh... who am I kidding, I will, but I still hate them.
Of course, me being Mrs. Impatient, I took a 'early result' pregnancy test on Wednesday... there was a faint positive line... but faint!
So this morning, Travis waited to go to the gym until I woke up and took the test. I had taken my last 'early result' test Wednesday, so I had to use just a regular one. It was negative... like really negative, no faint line, no glimmer of hope. Nothing. but a big minus sign.
So what does that mean? I had a hundred things running through my head today... did I implant late, and so the sensitive test picked up low levels of HCG, but they hadn't registered high enough for the normal one? Is that even possible? What do I do now? Do I still have to take that damn Endometrin?!? (I HATE that stuff... worse that the yucky Divigel...)
What to do, what to do?
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